Tuesday, January 21, 2014

Am I seeing things?

I have no idea where I am at in my cycle now.  All I know is I had my procedure on 12/20/13 and I am waiting for my period to come back. I thought I ovulated on 1/5/14 or somewhere around there as I had some really stretchy CM, which was very very unusual for me for quite some time.  My opk had also turned positive, so I am quite sure I ovulated then. I also took a pregnanvy test around that time and saw it was negative. Now, where the hell is my period? Without it, we cannot move forward....
Anyway, I took another pregnancy test just for the hell of it now, and I think I see a very very faint line. Tim thinks I am seeing things, but I do see it .. 

I compared it with the one I saved with Tim's pee on it from a few months ago and all I see on it is a plain white with dark control line.  I guess I will wait a few days to see if it gets darker. If not, I will wait for a few more weeks and go see my doctor. I don't know what to make of it. I thought I would get my period by now. I had that heavy feeling about a week ago, so I have been carrying around pads ever since. What is going on with my body!!!! It is so frustrating.

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  1. I see the faint test line! Is that the test you just took? I think you should call your doctor and said you took a pregnancy test and it was positive so you can go in for a blood test. Enough of this waiting game I say :)

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    1. Yes, that's the one I took last night. I don't even want to call my doctor. I will test again maybe tonight or tomorrow morning. If it's gotten darker, there is a very good possibility I am pregnant again. I am so scared to call my doctor. I don't know how I'll explain to her after she told us not to get pregnant until I get my period. :( :(

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    2. I know I would be scared too since RE's are very strict about following protocol but let's take it one day at a time. Everything happens for a reason right? Let me know if you take another test -I'm thinking of you.

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    3. I just took another test and I don't really see any line any more so I am probably not pregnant. I think my period is coming soon. When I wiped, I had a little bit darker thicker discharge so I am hoping this will turn into period. I can't wait to her back to my normal self!!!

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    4. Ugh, I'm sorry. Maybe it was a false positive or chemical pregnancy. The fact that I saw it, means you are not crazy or seeing things. But on the other hand, close call, next time, follow doctor's orders right? lol What happens once you have your period? Are you going to have surgery to open your blocked tube?

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    5. AGHH. It hasn't turned into period yet. I ran out of cheap pregnancy test, so no more testing.

      Once I get my period, I have to make an appointment for another SIS to see if there's that polyp still hanging around. I guess if that's gone, it's pretty much up to me to go on with one tube or I can go in for the surgery to open up the other tube.

      I really doubt if that polyp survived the D&C. I mean, it's not like the uterus is some big roomy area.. LOL. Even if she did it blindly, wouldn't she have gotten it out? I am saying this because SIS is about $1000 out of pocket right off the bat as I am trying to meet my deductible for the year again.

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