Two days later from that suspicious pregnancy test. I'd think I will get BFP if I really was pregnant, but meh. Nothing. It is just BFN yesterday and today. I guess it was either terrible evaporation line or I had chemical pregnancy or maybe I had some left over hormone from my last pregnancy.
AGHH!! Where is my period! I've been all ready and walking around with pads in my purse and change of underwear at all time for the past week. I've hated getting my period all these times, but now I really want it to come.
I guess she will visit when she is damn well ready. Until then, I will be afraid when she will strike and have no clue of her where about. Oh God, what if she comes in full force when I am at the gym. I have been avoiding white pants just in case.
Tim is now telling me not to drink alcohol just in case. It is kind of unfair. :(
I am also afraid what if my factory is out of business... Oh please please, NOOO! I need my AF back!!!
Don't worry, the factory is not out of business! Remember, you definitely ovulated! I have heard that AF can sometimes take longer to show up after a D&C / miscarriage. It will show up, don't worry.
ReplyDeleteThank you Hope. I am so sad today. I keep on thinking about the baby. I just want to go back to normal.
DeleteI'm so sorry sweetie. I can't even imagine the pain you are going through. It is such a terrible loss after all we've been through to start a family :( Let yourself grieve and know some days will be easier than others. (hugs)
DeleteThank you Hope. I feel better today. I don't mind me missing him. I get sad that I will never get to see this baby grow up and go to school and make friends. I get sad that everyone else eventually forgets he even existed. I get sad that most people will think I am crazy for missing the baby who I only had for seven weeks.
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