Sunday, November 24, 2013

Scared

I am 5 weeks 3 days pregnant today.  I have been constipated and finally, this morning, I felt like my bowel movement was normal like before.  Then I noticed a little blood.  I wiped again to see if it was blood coming from my vagina.  It sure was.  I called the doctor, but of course it's Sunday so I have to wait for her to call me back.  I am so worried.  I have no cramping or pain and I no longer see blood unless I stick a piece of tissue up in my vagina.   I hope nothing will happen to the baby.  We have our first ultra sound scheduled this coming Wednesday.  Please please don't take this baby away from us.

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  1. Oh hun, I am so sorry this is happening. I just said a prayer for you. You must be so scared. Let's not freak out yet. I know you are because you're at high risk for an ectopic pregnancy but I bleeding can also be normal in the first trimester. So let's just pray, take a bath ... and pray again. I'm keeping you in my prayers tonight. Please let me know what the doctor says tomorrow and hopefully there will be no more bleeding when you wake up.

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    1. Thank you, Hope. That is so nice of you. My doctor called me back eventually and told me unless it was becoming like period, she wouldn't need to see me until Wednesday. She said it was pretty common (she kinda sounded annoyed...) I kept on going back to bathroom like every ten minutes all day yesterday to check, but it was just light brown discharge and eventually was gone. I am still worried and I can't wait to see something on Wednesday.

      Today is my CPA exam. I know, I will probably fail this time. If I passed for some crazy reasons, I will conclude that they are passing this thing out like candies.

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    2. That's a good sign if your doctor is not worried. I read online too that bleeding lightly or spotting is normal the first trimester too. I am going to keep my fingers crossed that everything goes well at your ultrasound on Wednesday. And screw that annoyed attitude of hers, does she not get how long you've waited to have a baby? That the thought of having that baby taken away in an instant is terrifying?! Grr!

      Good luck on your CPA exam. You will pass! Don't worry, you've got this in the bag! Don't give up just yet :)

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    3. How was your ultrasound? I've been thinking of you today. Hope baby is doing good.

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    4. Hi Hope!!! That is so sweet of you to think of me. Yes, the ultrasound went great. We were able to see our little blueberry implanted in my uterus properly!! It was too early for heartbeat, but RE said probably next week, we will be able to see the little heart beating. :)

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    5. Yay! Great news! So happy for you guys :)

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