Angel babies

I read something very interesting today.  This lady had a miscarriage and after that, she went on to have a son.  When her son was around three years old, she got pregnant with another baby.  Before she knew the sex of the baby, her son told her it was gonna he a girl and he knew her because they played together up there.  She had a girl.  When she was pregnant again, her son told her "mommy, this boy looks just like me and he has AB blood type like me.  Three of us used to play together before we came here.  I was supposed to come first, but he skipped his turn and went to your tummy.  So the old guy got mad at him and brought him back.  He waited his turn this time so he can come back now." She had a boy and low and behold, his blood type was AB like he told her.

I read another story that a boy was telling her mother that they all picked their mother when they were in the sky but they had to wait for a man to push them to be in their mother's belly and when someone skipped ahead in the line, he or she came right back to the line.

Another story was that this lady was laying down with her son right after she miscarried.  Her son said he could see a baby playing in the sky.  When she asked him if he looked happy, he said he did. He went on to talk about this baby in the sky for a while and one day, he told his mother the baby wasn't there any more and he wondered where he went.  She was pregnant.

I find it very interesting, because these stories came from kids who knew nothing about the concept of miscarriage.  The first boy didn't even know his mother had a miscarriage prior to him being born. I wan to believe there's connections to the other world.  We probably don't remember because we grew out of it.

I told Tim about these stories today.  We decided to believe that we are supposed to have more than two children and our baby skipped his turn so he had to go back. Hopefully, he learned his lesson and let his brother or sister go ahead of him next time.  Tim told me how his niece used to talk about her grandfather when she was smaller.  She was born after he had passed, so she would have not known him from this life.

I am still bleeding and this is getting old now....  I have my follow up visit next Friday.  When I asked Tim if I had to go for the appointment by myself, he said he would come with me.  I am so fortunate to have him.  He is so sweet.  I would have understood if he said he didn't want to come.  After all, there is nothing for us to see any more.  But instead, he said he would be there so he could ask questions I might forget otherwise.  Because he is like this, I want to have his babies.